.Friday, August 15, 2008'
3rd day of my prelims. was gettin tougher for me. luckily gt study fr SS.
ytd went to the lib wit my peeps to study wit them. well, technically...
whn i reached there, kim said he saw taufiq frm cts. dat guy kinda find fault wit me...
I HATE PPL INSULTIN ME!!!! of coz u wudnt mind coz of ur perfect look.
u dun haf anytin dat is of embarrassment to urself. i do. n im always hurt if ppl say wat they say to me.
bsides, my frens were there coz they wnted to back me up even after i said no nid.
fyi, we were also there to study la eh. nt juz bcos of u. we haf our prelims too.
gt dat in ur head! i cn settle wit u one-on-one like u said.
BUT, the last time i tried, u didnt wana cooperate.
dats whn i actuali dcided to let go those words u said to me tho it hurts.
dats coz ure nt the firz person to say it. others b4 u haf done it. n yes they said sorie.
coz they noe it mite hurt me. u cud haf at least said sorie in the firz place n none of this stupid incident wud happen.
we may juz b frens. nt close bt juz frens.
of coz i feel bad bout wat i did. but haf u tot bout wat u said to me b4??
i dun tink so... even if u did, u wud haf said sorie or sumtin...
to tell u the truth, i hate fighting as much as u do. n of coz, if i were u, i wudnt b afraid of me.
every single islam is afraid of one n only one which is ALLAH. so do i.
y wud i b afraid of others? im also some normal kid tryin to live a normal live.
bt some ppl are juz nt allowin me to. hw cn i do nutin. my teeth are like this coz its meant to be.
GOD made me like this n i APPRECIATE it. some ppl dun n juz hafta kip insultin.
i juz dun understand ppl. haiz... well, dats all i hafta say to u. bck to where i was.
the past two papers of my prelims was kinda easy i gez.. haha.
had eng paper 1 n 2 fr the firz day n mly paper 1 n 2 on 2nd day.
cn say mly paper 2 was OUCH!!!! damn tough la sey.
the werds so chim2. if my mly good oso tkpe. haha.
well, wont b havin papers nimore till 020908. which is N level eng paper!!!
so scary.... honestly i dun feel anytin bout my prelims. duno y... lol??
well, dats all i gotta say. n dats hw my life is if u all wana noe.
gtg peeps. will keep postin bt nt dat often. TOOOOO BZ~
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